Disillusioned

This is gg to b a very sad post.

I have been wondering about my character, or the lack of it these couple of weeks. Am i really tt hated or horrible a person? Do i behave in such a manner tt causes pple to dislike me?

But what hv i ever done to hurt them? Everything that i hv done was borne out of my genuine concern to help.

So i m dictatorial, stubborn, commanding, but i dun tink i m tt bad to the extent tt i can be perceived to b a troublemaker? wat trouble and chaos hv i ever caused?

I feel so misunderstood that everything that i have ever done has now been swept away in one stroke, n wat's left of me is now a pathetic existence.

why did i even fight so hard for? it was never about me, but about us...was everything worth it?

mayb i thot too highly of myself. Right now, i hv lost my belief in life. Everything tt i hv ever fought for n stood up for had suddenly vanished.

FIREWORKS!!!

I SAW FIREWORKS AT WORK TODAY!

Have never been so glad to work overtime in my life!!! From the windows of DBS Tower 2, we could see clearly over the Esplandae area..forget about gg to Esplanade in future to get a choice location to see fireworks..just head straight for my office!

The best ting about tis whole ting is tt it was unexpected! We thot it was thunder or sth, then i decided to go to the windows to take a look, n there it was! Simply Spectacular!

U pple can't imagine how excited i m still feeling! So HIGH now!!! hahaha...

Lastly, HAPPY LUNAR NEW YEAR!

Gong Xi Fa Cai!

I am back again! Decided to update my blog todae, b4 the mad rush rite b4 CNY to do even more spring-cleaning, buying stuff (for the sake of buying since it's the new year), discarding old stuff, reminiscing while packing up the room, getting yelled at to help out...everything just needs to be done rite b4 CNY. I guess it's a tradition, n somehow makes CNY more memorable. hahah...

Been tinking about wat i have achieved in the past yr, n of cos wat i want to achieve in the new yr. Can't say i wish to achieve anything in particular, but top on my list is to get my worklife in order.

Which brings me to the pt tt i act hv alot of tasks to complete after CNY...Which really bothers me, cos i wun b able to enjoy my CNY. My peak will be starting soon or rite after the CNY, n the worst ting that beats being busy is noeing tt u will soon b very busy.

Well, so b it...but i have been wondering if being busy at the workplace wld really define n shape how i will live the remaining part of my life. I mean, work takes up 5 daes out of 7. so equivocally, the bulk of my success in life will be determined by how successful i m at work? but wat if i dun agree or at least am indifferent about wat i achieve at work? i mean, i m not in the line of saving pple's life or counselling pple, nothing tt is exactly life-changing. so do i want my life to be defined a 'success' by wat happens at the workplace?

i noe, i can make a difference with the remaining 2 daes in the week, but u noe, for sth tt takes up 5 daes out of 7 in a week, shldn't i b involved in sth whose cause tt i identify with? however, i dun tink many pple have the luxury of doing so...

tink i will leave the tinking to after CNY. rite now, my main concern is to clean up the bedroom, n look fwd to eating all the goodies, as well as singing ktv & playing mahjong!

GONG XI FA CAI!

Wella "Beautify Me" Roadshow

Check out todays's TODAY newspaper page 42!!!

The title is a clue for what u will find there! =)

Hello again!!

Seems to be saying this over and over again...but it has really been a long long time since i last wrote in this blog of mine!! Just tinking tt even after i have updated an entry, u guys prob wun even noe till 2-3 days have passed.

Aniwae, been surviving at work...the files around me would soon surround me to such heights tt u wun be able to c me from outside, n i wun b able to communicate with the outside world without standing up.

Mayb one month from todae, i wun be able to communicate with the outside world, even if i stood up! hahaha..a sense of humour in this kind of situation really helps.

act i hv nothing much to say, except tt i nid to write sth to make sure tis blog doesn't die a natural death, much like wat is happening over at ZX's one. hahah..

the temp staff at my workplace r really kawaii. they act want to wear their sch uniform to work on fridays!! n they r encouraging perm staff (tt's me!) to wear ours too! n they act sought the manager's permission to do so..so cute, rite? tink these students r really cute, n they make the workplace livelier, n i feel younger too.

rite, for lack of nothing else to say, i shall bid everyone goodbye! let's c who will 1st discover tt i hv updated my blog!