Closure of this Blog

Some people aren't just worth it. In any case, I have decided to clean up my act and make a thorough and clean break.

True, it may be difficult at this moment, but I will certainly try my best. It takes 2 hands to clap after all. I refuse to be down just cos of some harsh comments/opinion of myself.

If you are interested in knowing the address of my new blog, pls let me know.

Of my character and such...

1. Pride - An excessively high opinion of oneself; conceit.

2. Delusion - A mistaken or unfounded opinion or idea.

3. Self-centeredness - Engrossed in oneself and one's own affairs; selfish.

Tribute to a Friend

Yesterday marked the end of our friendship
Tears fell as your harsh words rained down
Heart bled as the daggers of comments plunged in
The accuracy haunts me, but questions left unanswered

Our conversation on auto-replay mode
Still resonates through my mind
Normalcy escaped me
The workday passed by in a trance for me

I saw the ugly truth
Weaknesses make me human
But my ego distorts the perception of reality
Thanks for being in my life once

You were a pillar of strength and encouragement
When my confidence failed me
I regret that I didn't reciprocate
By understanding you more

It's all too late now
I mourn the times of old when life was simpler
Perhaps this is my retribution
For the way I treated you

I lost grasp of the situation
Simply because you spoilt me in the past by giving in to my whims
In my heart, I thank you for letting me share your life before
You've made a difference even if I didn't notice it in the past

You're special, you know.
If i could live it all over again, and choose what would happen,
I'd still choose to meet you.
We both know how much you've influenced me.

Though it's the end of the road for us
I'll look back with fond memories
Thanks for teaching me to stand on my own two feet
All the best

I had a good laff at the expense of several frens, who msged me after reading my previous blog post. Most seemed to think that it must be related somehow to romance..think in the line of confessing my love for a guy, or doing sth to show him clearly that I like him.

Sorry to disappoint you pple...but I am not that brave. True, I may like someone, but he will never hear about it from my own mouth. An woman's pride, I suppose.

Felt alittle down today, cos sometimes being nice can have repercussions. I mean, there's a limit to my patience, and I know I am not exactly a saint, but I try to be nice and accommodating whenever I can. But some people can push me too far at times. Just cos I am new, young, short, from a particular unit doesn't mean that I have 'Pls BULLY me' stamped on my forehead.

Oh well, it's the weekend, and I shall thus, not harp over it anymore. Just 1 last sentence...If people are willing to cooperate more, taking account of the big picture, instead of micro-looking and rid themselves of the blaming mentality (just get the work done lah!), working will be a much greater joy.