I really should rein in myself. On one hand, I think I am better than the rest, yet I discovered that I am only human and thus, I shouldn't think so highly of myself and I must be humble.

It's like once bitten but NEVER shy. I seemed to be making the same sort of mistakes over and over again. What can I say? I am a creature of habit? I wish I wouldn't be so hard on myself and I tell myself that I can accept help once in a while, but yet I can't bring myself to lower my defence and 'principles' warped as they may be. I guess it's how I see myself. Think I am in a single word, proud. And that will mark my downfall.

'Here lies a gal, who got killed cos she was too proud.'