I feel upset, angry, dejected with myself. There is no reason why I should feel this way. Or maybe the reason lies within the realm of my mind, but I am not admitting to it. Why? I mourn for the person that I have become. What am I projecting to others? I dun wanna tok to anyone. I wanna hide myself. This is beyond my own comprehension.

Loneliness and having company are but the same thing if my heart isn't in it. What do I want? Maybe I should wake up to the reality. I feel pain.